There's so much I want to do with my life. I'm not even 20 yet, and I'm planning out how I want to do it. Some stuff has materialized and others will take maybe 4 more years and I don't even know if I'll be able to do them.

The one thing that confuses me is why I feel like I have no time. There's a lot of heart issues and early deaths in my family(mid 40s is the mean), but even worst case scenario, I have another 25 years to do all the stuff I want to do. So why do I feel like I have to accomplish it all now?